the darkness

Will hide a multitude of sins. 

space

Why can't I find any fucking space?!

fuck you all

Just that. Nothing more. 

what do I crave the most?

When you have desire, it creates motivation. 

Motivation does not discriminate as to who feeds it. 

when things are full circle

So much to do

Hi. 

Time stamp

Just checking in.

Syphissus

The torture never ends. You don't get a day off. You're struggle does not sleep, or need food,...
It feeds on you. Your energy is enough, as the torture waits, patiently, methodically...
It plotted your demise with the help of your first and worst enemy.

You.

Yes, they exist

They let you believe they value you based on other than what you can do for them. The minute you don't provide, you are cast aside. No true connection exists or than the one you make with the void. Their is only a singular existence of being and all else is a lie.

Loss

Things go away.

Once and always

It's not me you want, it's what I can do for you. It's a service, a skill.
You think it's an expectation. It's not.

magic

How do I compete with a magical life? What do I have to offer that compares? Why s should I try and end in failure?

Maybe

This could be it. Don't get nervous and think of what to do. Lean in, learn, listen,...
Talk back and pay attention, there's only one time you get to make this work.
You didn't see this on anything else. Just life.

Happy for now

double tap

Because you can't get it right. A double doesn't work when you're on your own. There's only the first try, get it right or it doesn't work.
Somethings don't afford a second try.