Fault

I don't know why I try. I am not who I want and I want who I cannot. There is a singularity to me and I must embrace it.
I will be the vanishing point of a line that should have died out. An apex. A line that faded.
You do not know me. Don't pretend. There is no feeling here, just the condemned.

Mistake

Nothing is as painful as finding what you've wished for and then realizing it cannot be yours.

Good morning

I just wanted to say good morning. Slick roads are just not the best way.

Kill me

Just show me what I desire and dangle it like so much candy.
I see you in torn jeans and a short Bob cut. I want more, your name, favorite food, the color of your favorite shoe.
I want a morning with you in silent staring into each others eyes and coffee where we don't talk.
What the hell do I have to give up to get you?

Not you

It's not you, it's the feeling you give me. It grows, I get used to it. I need more, faster, longer, ...
Scare me.
Make me fight within myself, make me push past the hesitation and commit.
More,

Why

I ride because it's what I do. You sleep, I ride. You work, I ride to work. You play, I play when I ride.

Yeah, it's my therapy, my muse, my release.
People let me down. I ride. I give to the machine and it gives back. No argument, no backing out. It is made to ride.

So am I. It's what I do.

What is missing.

I go on everyday without it. Do I miss it?
Does it ever cross my mind?

Only when I am alone and I can let something out. When I am alone in my mind. When no one can be there to be a support. I have to survive this on my own.

I must put back the missing. What with?
It can be my choice.