I'm just going to write.
Maybe not every day, but still.
How many times do we all say we will do something and never follow ALL the way through?
I must learn to pick the line and sick it, you know. ..
I mean minor adjustments aside, just lean and trust. Mostly, trust in yourself. That you'll know the limits of the world and still have the heart to push them. Just a bit, sometimes. ..all the way.
The speed doesn't motivate. The lean feels normal. Twisting faster, looking farther. It's gone.
The moment doesn't come.
The numb scared me more than the feeling. I can't go back and reach anymore.
I see you right there. Just daring me.
I have failed so much before and the future is not with you.
A symbol of something I don't pretend to understand. A question that I never ask.
I ride to remember and to forget. I remember those who have gone on before me. I call them friend. That are memories who cannot argue.
It's been a whole since I ranted something. I want something. Someone. Some where.
Not this shit of an excuse.
